Can you name 20 characters from anywhere (including shows, anime, mangas, OCs if you ran out of names) right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first!! No cheating!!!

1. Murdoc Niccals (Gorillaz)
2. Grell Sutcliff (Kuroshitsuji)
3. Jin (Samurai Champloo)
4. Kyoya Otori (Ouran High School Host Club)
5. Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji)
6. Sanji (One Piece)
7. Vexen (Kingdom Hearts)
8. Rip Von Winkle (Hellsing: Ultimate)
9. Mulan (Mulan)
10. Mugen (Samurai Champloo)
11. Noodle (Gorillaz)
12. Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Trigun)
13. Saix (Kingdom Hearts)
14. Shadow (Neil Gaiman's 'American Gods')
15. William T. Spears (Kuroshitsuji)
16. Beyond the Grave (Gungrave)
17. Darc (Arc the Lad: Twilight of the Spirits)
18. Pyramid Head (Silent Hill 2)
19. Koki Kariya (The World Ends With You)
20. Marluxia (Kingdom Hearts)

T H E Q U E S T I O N S . .

Where did you first see 10?
-The first time I watched Samurai Champloo on Youtube. :3

What would you do if you had never seen/read about 6?
-I probably would have saved a lot of money on buying the One Piece Manga series, since, honestly, I really only liked it for Sanji. ^^;

What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
-Take. Fucking. Pictures.

If you could marry either 7 or 14 who will it be?
-Vexen. Because Shadow's wife ends up DEAD. D: Besides. Vexen and I could have SCIENCE together. Mawhahahah.

Did you ever like 9?
- Mulan was my favorite movie character growing up, mostly because she's a girl AND she kicks ass. YES.

Have you ever seen 4 cry in any episode or chapter?
- I don't think Kyoya CAN cry. Like, ever.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
-Erm...No. No no no no noooooooooooooooho.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
-They both have really sharp teeth...so I suppose there would be a lot of biting? But Murdoc's smelly (that's cannon, btw), and I think Grell would have higher standards for himself...

Describe 8.
-Rip is...pretty fucking epic. :D *pets her*

Last time you read/seen/drew 12?
-He's on my wall, so I see him every day. XD

Tell me something about 17:
-Well, he's probably the most emo character of that entire game... I mean, his mother was a human queen, his father was a demon king, his twin brother managed to get the throne after his mum, and what happens to Darc? He gets fucking enslaved by a frog woman and then has his wings ripped off. :( Poor guy.

What's 7's favorite color?
-SCIENCE (it's like, radioactive green, I think)

What would you do if you met 1 and he/she confessed they liked you?
-Probably ask if he's drunk off of his ass, then ask if he brought condoms. Because it's fucking Murdoc. Alright? He doesn't like anyone unless he can have sex with them.

When was the last time you got pissed by number 6?
- Um. I don't know. I think never...?

If number 18 would ever meet you and got to know you well, how would you think he/she feels about you?
-He'd probably kill me. That's how he shows his love. <3

What language does 13 speak?
-RAGE and MOON and I'M THE SUPERIOR'S DOG. He also speaks HI I'M VOICED BY KIRK THORNTON. Japanese and English.

Who is 2 going out with?
- Either William, Sebastian, or ME FUCKER.

If you were to estimate, how old is 8?
- Er...durp? Like, 80, 90 ish? She looks younger, though. *shrug*

What is 5's favorite thing to do?
- His BOCHAN. All night long. That and play with kitties. ^^

Would you ever date 15?
- YOU MEAN I'M NOT ALREADY?!

Is 11 single?
-I hope so. She's still too young to date! (even though she's like, 18 now...SHE'S STILL MY LITTLE GIRL *sniffle*)

What's 10's last name?
-He doesn't have one.

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 1?
-Murdoc? Serious? Pfffffft. You have a better chance of watching him fuck a plugged in toaster than get into any sort of serious relationship.

Where does 19 live?
-Shibuya.

What do you think about 20?
-He fell out of of the gay tree, hitting every gay branch on the way down. He landed on a gay guy (*coughVEXENcough*) and did him. No, seriously. His gayness can be seen from SPACE.

I don't have a lot of music at the moment, since my computer shit out on me and deleted all of my music...so I will probably do this now, and then again in a week or two after I have my music back. XD I have also taken out most of the Kuroshitsuji soundtrack because it's in Japanese and I can't write Japanese responses. :(

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"River" by Good Charlotte

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"North American Scum" by LCD Soundsystems (LOL)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Wie Schon! (from Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack) (which is funny, because Schon in German translates out to 'Lovely')

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Seven Deadly Sins" by Flogging Molly

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Johanna" (from Sweeney Todd Soundtrack)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Nigram Clavem" (from Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Mama" My Chemical Romance

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"Bleed for Me" Saliva (that's...an odd one. O_o but I suppose...in somethings it fits, especially the first few lines)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Juke Box Hero" by Foreigner

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
"Into the Ocean" Blue October

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Coffin Man" (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"I'M ALIVE!" Becca (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack) (LOL She does make me feel alive. :))

13. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"By the Sea" (Sweeney Todd Soundtrack) (I've always wanted to live by the sea.)

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"God! That's Good!" (Sweeney Todd Soundtrack)

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Don't Stop Me Now!" Queen (DON"T STOP ME NOW! I"M GOING TO GET YOU KUO XD)

16. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Ich Bin der Welt abhanden geko" (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

17. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Nevermore" (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

18. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Welcome to the Black Parade" My Chemical Romance (OMG WHAT?! This song is ABOUT a funeral! That's creepy! :D I LOVE IT)

19. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"You're gonna go far, kid" The Offspring

20. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"I'm Shipping Up to Boston" by Dropkick Murpheys (Well. I do want to move to Boston eventually...)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Move your Dead Bones" by Dr. Reanimator

22. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"Love Story" by Taylor Swift (UM....I hope not? Although the song IS about Romeo and Juliet, so...FUCK)

24. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"Sakura Kiss" (Ouran High School Host Club Soundtrack) (Kuo and I sing this to each other sometimes. XD Just the English bits, of course.)

25. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Small Wild Flower" (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

26. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Helena" My Chemical Romance (LOL. XD This is an Emo song, and it HURTS)

27. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"Si deus me reliquit" (Kuroshitsuji Soundtrack)

:/

I had a really good time with some friends last night, and of course with my lovely lady Kuo. I had forgotten how nice it is to have a social life. Work had been pretty taxing as of late, although now our hours have been cut, so I once again have money woes...But the school owes me over 250 dollars, so I'm waiting for them to send me the check like they did last semester. That will help pay for rent, food, and my phone bill. Yayayayay being an adult sucks.

I never thought I could be so in love as I am now.

Also: WEEEEEEELL. (Will)

Reply to this post with your name (full name, if you are posting anonymously), and I'll tell you one/many reason/reasons why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

Painful, painful painful! D:

I know the first thing I'm going to do wrong today is write my rent-check out for 2009.

Below is a little survey that I made up. feel free to kidnap it and post it to your own journal. Just remember to fill in your own answers and remove mine!

2009 Review Survey.
1. Was it a good year?
It was a very...trying...year. I really came into my own, especially over the last few months. I'm an adult now, but sometimes I still feel like a kid--and that's changing. I'm more free now, I think. More willing to be myself, and all of that happened over the course of 2009.

2. Anything new/groundbreaking?
I came out of the closet to everyone. Um. I got an apartment and a snake. I'm also dating now. So, yes. I suppose so!

3. Regrets?
Too many to list. A lot of it was letting some people walk all over me, but I think I needed that to see how much I needed to change--and then I did. So maybe not so much a regret as much as it was something I just don't want to go through again.

4. Obsessions?
Vexen from Kingdom Hearts Re:CoM at the beginning of the year and Grell from Kuroshitsuji at the end. 2009 was literally sandwiched by attractive, long haired, girl-ish (more Grell than Vexen) men. Also: Formal wear. I've always liked it, but over the last year it's become almost a fetish. That and corsets. Also: fake nails.

5. Fights?
Again, too many to list. I've lost friends and made them, but all in all, I think I'm doing well in that department.

6. Best Movies of 2009?
* The Princess and the Frog
* Avatar
* Repo! (okay, I think it was 2008, but I saw it in 2009)
* Monsters vs. Aliens
* Up
* District 9
* Moon

7. Worst/ Overhyped movies of 2009?
* Star Trek
* Carriers
* The Final Destination

8. Relationships?
I'm dating! :D I love her so much. I never thought anyone could complete me as much as she does. I'm happy that I found her.

9. Fears for the new year?
COLLEGE. UGH. I'm always worried that I will mess something up and not graduate. Now that this is my last semester, I'm SUPER worried that something will happen. Also--work. I'm afraid of not being able to keep my current job/find a new one. I'm also a little worried about my family (dad's side) and getting alone with my lady friend. :(

10. Final Thoughts?
Well. Dunkin Donuts brought back the Dunkichino, so I'm happy and warm on my walks to work. I can't find my hair brush, and I still have some cleaning to do around the apartment. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Also: This song's basically my live at the moment. :3



I'm Alive lyrics

Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No-one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspilation can't be found
I get up and fall but...

[CHORuS]
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm ALIVE!

Every lover breaks my heart
And I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Every time I second Guess
All my friend's just run away
When I'm having a bad day
I would rather stay in bed
But I know there's reasons

[CHORuS]Repeat

When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erace
Only I can change the end
Of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me

[CHORuS]
[CHORuS]

It's been a bit, hasn't it? There was a time when I was updating this fucker every day, or more than once a day. Now, it's lucky if I post once a week.

So, what's been up with me? One word: GRELL.

Kuo made me watch Kuroshitsuji (the Black Butler) and OH GOD, Grell. I love him. I'm going to cosplay him. I just need to find sharp teeth. :I

I'm also going to start a facebook soon, so...yeah. That. -_-

There has been some black crap in the air at our apartment lately. Found out today that it's coming from the heater, and that decided to crap the bed. So we don't know what might have happened to the furnace downstairs...:/ I'm a little worried to be in the house, considering that every time I blow my nose, it's BLACK. Just pure black. So gross!

And then there was Christmas. I came out of the closet to my father and step mom. Dad took it surprisingly well. My step mom, though...She was upset. They said that they still love me, no matter who I am attracted to, but it's difficult. I know that they were disappointed in me.

But what can I do? I'm not going to just break up with Kuo because my parents don't agree with it. I love her. I really, really love her, and I would like to marry her one day. I can see myself waking up every single day to her face and being perfectly happy. I could spend forever, just with her, and be content.

Sorry! Getting a little emotional right now.

Gods I wish I had a laptop. Then I could just take it to the cafe down the street and get some fresh air! I need to clean my room, however--I have clothes EVERYWHERE since I did laundry yesterday before work. I was too tired to put everything away afterward, so clean clothes just went where there was room.

Really, I miss talking to my friends Erin, Jackie and Lauren. I don't know what's up with you guys! We don't talk anymore. :( What's happening?

Ugh. I fucking HATE money. I do. I really fucking do.

Ergh.

But, the bad thing is, I need it. I need it to get a surgery on my mouth. I was declined for two credit cards today (which was what I was going to use, then just pay it back as soon as possible), and I have no money for Christmas gifts, either.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

I'm taking commissions on deviantArt ( kimberlyniccals.deviantart.com/ ) for art and plushies. I hope I can get enough money by January! :(

UGH I HAVE NO MONEY FOR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING AND EVERYONE WANTS LIKE, A MILLION PRESENTS AND I MIGHT HAVE TO PUT A 30 DOLLAR LIMIT ON EVERYONE UGH. [/rant]

Anyway. Not much else. Just dicking off until my next class at four. I have a paper I have to write but I realized that I left everything back at the apartment, so instead I've been updating my book-and-reading list. Just adding Octavia Butler, really. I love her.

Hey, all. Just a little update. I hate the world. Yay! :)

Naw. I've just been really stressed lately (mostly by school and work, but some personal and club related things as well). It's gotten to the point where I just want to say screw it, throw my hands in the air, empty my bank account, and just go. Just go. With no direction or destination. Just get the fuck out of everything and leave.

Buuuuuuuuut...I can't. I just can't do that. As much as I want to, I simply can't just throw everything away for a few weeks to relax. I have no time, no money, no energy to really, honestly do it.

Part of it is the fact that club, work, and school have taken up my entire life. That, and we were suppose to go to AAC on Saturday for club, but the school fucked us over and won't give us a van to go in. I know that I waited until almost the last minute to get one, but I haven't had the time to figure everything out. PLUS, no one in club really COMMITTED to going, or to taking defensive driving, and what am I suppose to do for them when they don't want to help out? Second of all, the school said that we would need to rent the bus (even though it was free last year to do so), and the Anime Club doesn't have an account (which means WE HAVE NO MONEY). So...I don't know what to do. A few people were depending on me to get the van, and I didn't. So now...now. I don't know.

Something in me tells me to just step down as president. I can't really focus energy into the club like I had wished to do. Everything extra I have is being taken up by school work and work in general. But then I feel like I'm just running away from my duties. So I don't know what the fuck to do. Seriously, I don't.

Finally, yes, I'm dating. But I'm afraid that my family won't accept me or my significant other because...well...It's complicated. I don't know what to do or how to say it. I feel so safe with this person, like I belong, but my family might not see that. I don't know. I just don't fucking know anymore.

And I now have a significant other. :3 yay me.

Now I'm going to go play Odin Sphere and write. Wheeeeeeee.

Hey, all...Told you that I'd be updating every week or so (if not every day), so...here's my weekly update!

Um.
It's going okay?
Really behind on my word count.
And I need to shower.
Roommate's sick.
I hope it's not the swine flu. :(
I'm crocheting a scarf. I haven't crocheted in forever.
That's going well.
Um. Yeah.

So that's about it.

...well, more like a bought one. Her name is Andre (we think she's a she, anyway), and she's a baby Ball Python! I'll have pictures up tomorrow. She's beautiful, and very, VERY loving!

In other news, NaNoWriMo is only a week away. I'll start keeping a weekly journal (if not daily) of how that's going (so for those of you who thought I was dead...Oh, no. You'll be sick of me. XD).

School's school, and work's work. Both suck and both are awesome. Living on my own (granted, with three roommates) has been both a challenge and a great adventure. :) I'm glad I live with friends and not strangers. I just sorta miss my parents doing all of the food shopping. XD It can get pretty expensive!

I think that's all for now.

So I'm posting from the college's computer in the science building (which is where Anime Club takes place this year). I'm such a loser.

Because.

Because, gods, it's the SCIENCE BUILDING, and guess who's a fucking SCIENTIST?!

>.>

Vexen, you sir, invade my life.

Erm.

In other news, I'm not dead! Hurray!

School. Work. Both are eating up whatever free time I use to have.
Ugh.

Oh, well. Gots to gets an edumication. XD *dies*

Our free internet got cut off last night; I think the people downstairs figured us out. :( Now we'll have to find actually internet. For the time being, however, I can scoot down to my college and use their computer lab in the library. :3

At least I won't go insane now.

Oooh, lookit the fishes...

>.> I think I'm going to start putting song lyrics in all of my subject bars.

So, um. Those of you who loved Sweeney Todd? OMG WATCH REPO! the Genetic Opera.

It. Kicks. Sweeney's. Ass.

O_O

So. I'm moved into my apartment. :) I also got my old job back at the Block (as in Blockbuster). Currently, I'm kidnapping some of the internet from my downstairs neighbor...But it's a decent connection, so I at least have that for the next month or two until we get proper net.

Hermmmm...

I'm so tired. I gave blood today, and then (stupid me!) I walked all over Keene to pick up stuff for dinner tonight. I ended up really dizzy and weak, and now I just wanna lay in bed and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep for the next three years. :(

That's about it for now. I'll update later. I'm off to play either Pokemon or Twewy.

Well, folks. This is it. Tomorrow, I am officially striking out on my own...well. On my own along with three of my good friends. Tomorrow marks DAY ONE of the EPIC attempt to be an ADULT and pay BILLS experiment.

Vexen would be so proud. *Sniff*

For those of you who have no idea what I'm going on about...I'm moving. Well. I've been moving. Tomorrow marks the first day that I will be able to live in my new apartment, however. Yay me!